over n over

 

ok blog..

here it goes..

when u did love someone..

what would u do?

is protecting,

worrying,

saddness,

lonelyness,

is consider as a wrong thing?

well..

love has lots of meaning'

the mean that never discover which is the correct one..

but

being hurt is much more hurting..

hmm..

would this ever discover why??

in generally..  

i have this message for the one person to read.. n also for those who were out there too

the saying says : 

this is what i feel n i never choose of being the one that will make u cry..

the thing i hate the most is making you up sad with me.. 

and i blame that for myself...

cuz..

u had me..

todaY im happy cuz i meet him.. its the best ever happen in my life...♥I love Him so muCH ♥ .

well.. we went for lUnch n den he drop me off for class.. :)

love U cyg..♥

thanks 4 spending time with me..

really appreciate it.. :) ♥

n then in class i learn about how to identified your dream.. :) haha.. nice n enjoyable.. ♥..

then after my class ended.. i went home.. :) ahhaa.. n went to gurney plaza.. :) haha

went there to meet SHAKINAH n NADIA.. :)

my besties..

i LOve theM..

N thanKZ to all the people around me that understand what i feel when im sad n need them.. ♥

unforgettable..

u guys make me smile again.. n im happy with hIm..

love him 4 ever..

so im dedicating this song for all the people in my life..

~sorry that my english is currently lots of grammer mistake.. but i try to write my best ya..

teardrops on jupiter

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s time to change, hey, hey, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey, hey, hey
hey, hey, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey, hey
mmmm.....
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there’s room to grow, hey, hey, hey, hey
yea...

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you, even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself

nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
nah nah nah nah nah nah nah

And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day

nah nah nah nah nah nah
nah nah nah nah nah nah

And did you fall for a shooting star
Fall for a shooting star

nah nah nah nah nah nah
nah nah nah nah nah nah

Are you loney looking for yourself out there

i love you goodbye

love never ends..

~ THE SONG THAT I DEDICATE TO ZULFADLI..
~ I WISH OUR LOVE NEVER ENDS..
~ I WILL LOVE U ALL MY LIFE..
~ TILL DEATH DO PART US..
~ WHAT I NEED IS YOUr LOVE AND BE BY UR SIDE..

SENYUM aku da semakin hilang..
taP hati aku semakin SAKIT..
namun aku tetap tabah...
menghadapi dugaan yg DATANG..


dimana harus aku CARI diri ini tanpa SENYUMAN..
bagaimana aku harus bersabar lgi..
kau..
EGO mu bagai awan yg berada di angkasa...
susah untuk aku mengecapi..
tap ak tambah diriku dengan kesabaran..

sesungguhnya...
apa yang berlaku..
ada hikmahnya..
aku menunggumu saban hari...
dengan sabar..
walaupun kau kadang2 marah2 aku..
mencari kesalahan aku..
aku bersabar akan kerenahmu..
mengikut rentak mu..
tap apa yang kau lihat hanya dimukanya
tidak sedalam-dalam..
bagaimana lagi harus aku tunjuk..
andai takdir menentukan
ak redha menerima..
hati aku teramat sakit..

sesungguhnya..
aku ingin ada untukmu dlm susah dan senang..
aku ingin selami hati mu dengan sedalam2 nya..

hey bloggie.. :P

erm.. now im in my final sem break.. hahaha... 2 weeks only..

but i just got back to penang.. next week need to go back to K.Pilah.. Sob2..

din enjoyed finish yet in penang.. need to go back dey lor...

well..

i finished my exams on the 19th.. i went back wif my classmate.. :P

ahhaha..

till kl central nia..

:P

well

then..

i stayed in kl for 2 days.. n went to melaka for 3 days.. n back to kl only then now in penang..

uuughhh..

i drove from kl to melaka n then kl penang..

so tiring..

but nice key..

ahahaa

can speed on the highway..

but not exceeding 11okm/h

hahaha..

so..

now im in penang..

n today..

erm...

just now i went for movies with my parents n sis.. :P ahaha.. we watch papadom..

nice show to watch..

:P

well..

afta watching the movie..

we went for nasi beratur..

nyum2..

nasi kandaR..

im so loving it.. :P

ahahaa..

owk ya..

b4 that..

i wen to taman belia wif the lil girls n timah too..

hahaha..

just walk around there...

then straight go to khalel.. whee..

wanna attach the pic during my holiday in melaka.. they were up there...

today is ma last day can spend time with zul..
at 11.45 his phone has to be given to the ns ppl to keep..
i oni can contact him like every saturday ..
wat a misarable.. huhu.. i wanna text him everyday..
like normal.. kind of make me missing him sumor..
n love him so much..:P
huhu..
misshing him..

btw today i went to the IPTA edu fair wif zizah, nadia n noor..
its kind of bored abit.. cuz for spm leaver like few u oni can.. haiyo..
den went to qbay.. haha.. noor went to find his boy.. haha..
i mish ma boy too.. well at qbay there were a astro thinggi so we like watching free show.. whuuhuuu..
den we went to pizza to eat.. huhu.. :P
hehe.. afta dat we had some fun n painfull leg..
hahaha.. wat a good point..

huuhu.. kind of in sad mood.. :(
i mish him too much.. never been like dis before..
might be a good time for us to be missing each other more n more..
hahahx.. im turn to crazy!! :)

loved
ikki:P

hey my luvly blog...

i wanna wrote here what i have done yak..:P

ok2.. lets begin wif monday...

• went to seberang perai wif my dad n mom... i drove there.. :P
• i fetch my sister..
• i went to do my bank atm card but unfortunally my saving account has been shut down by bank negara... :P cuz long time din bank in money..
• i went to khalel n sit wif ma frens eating n enjoy the scenary..

ok2.. on tues:P

• i went to maybank n finnaly got my debit card...:P
• i search on the net about courses i wanna apply for my ipta thinggi..:P damn blurr.. i dunno which to choose...
• i drive to bayan baru n tesco..:P(*still in my dad JPJ test)

on wed:P

• went out wif adelene, n my hubby..
• during the outing, adelene n nadia(*which comes later) try a beautiful dress... omg.. its so nice.. really want it.. but its oni 20% discount..:( still 80 ringgit pluss..;((
• then afta i shop my shoe.. went to eat at domino's pizza..:P (dating nia)
• hahahaha then went home n teman my fren drive car coz friday got JPJ test...:P

on thurs (today):P

• nothing much yet i have done.. well.. just on9 n watch cartooon...
• might later update bout today..:P

but... i really enjoy on wed..:P
wanna thankz to adelene...
she tmn me go shop n date also lar..
pity her:(
sorry ya adelene...:p luv ya:P
i really like the dress at vior.. omg its so nice... n the price also nice.. hahaha... waiting 4 50% discount.. oni wanna buy.. but in parkson got lar.. still not so dat much discount lar...

btw.. wanna thankz to adelene..:P omg how many thankz aldey ya?? hahahha... bcoz miss her i guess.. huhu (* in thought when can i go out again wif my frens ya??)

zzzz... im not working at parkson aldey.. aldey penchen..:P
hahahaha..

well still blurr to choose which ipta wanna go.. n wat course.. :(

last sunday... adelene n me went to tj bungah hotel to watch one of the yamaha concert played by ayaki saito.. hehe quite entau lar... but ok nia for me... btw.. thats not the issue... well he played damn terre.. his finger was so fast played the electone thinggi.. hahahaa...

i wanna thankz to adelene cuz bring me there...

on last thursday pulak.. i went for choir competiton lar.. although my school did not win but im so proud... hahahaa.. act so damn nervous u noe on the stage... huhu all my nerve n sweat like hell men.... i so damn scared ler.... hahaha i got pin up afew pic for u guys.. hahahaha...

so long...

that all..

with love...

hhuhu.. how am i goin to start ya?

okk let me begin....

well today i pack with ttn.. n my head also gone siaw case.. hahahaha wanna noe why??

today i do jpn paper add math at my ttn there... n the paper really kill me down.. den.. in the evening go ttn... hahahaha dye.... i crap all the long...

well... at ttn.. adelene give me the tickets for watching yamaha thinggi starring ayaki... ahhaha kinda cute eh dat guy.. wheee..

then at home afta ttn.. i just watch narnia:prince caspian... its cool ya... the edmund is so cute lerw.... hehehe... n peter too.. hahahaha...

huhu... this school holiday i just went ttn n ttn.. n ttn...

no time for outing lar... wanted to out with my friends also cannot ley...

huhu...

how sad...

:P

Yay... atlast i finishes my exam... huhu n its holiday... yay... can keep updating my blog dex... whuhuhuhu... im luving it... but afta the break sure kna screw da.. hahahah.. dunk noe wart im going to get lar.. hahax...

btw today im totally hurt.. the biggest hurt ever that i feel..
thanz for the Person that had hurt me so badly... thank you so much.. n realise me that wart u really are...

i hope you will noe the truth someday n dat time i might not be here for u to apologize... thankz alot for hurting me as your close friend...

if u read this i want you to noe that friends are there wen ur friends need you.. friend do understand them better.. friend trust each other... but good friend hard to find n u ll regret when you lose them...

thankz for the time....

what do you think if someone u trusted n can be said as best friend suddenly became ur enemy?? what will u fill??!! just because small thing then need to be like dis??

i dont know what to say.. but i guess real friend hard to find... they surely understand you... not betray you or so so say merajUk with you... sometimes it "tak masuk akal" no comment sense...

so for the people out there who i say my bestfriend or friend or special friend which i noe since kindergarten..
im sorry if what i before do had hurt ur feeling and it has spoil our friendship.. im sorry....

but for my friend... i dont noe what hurt u most... but pliz.. dont you do to me like dis... friends are mean for each other... we cant stand alone in this world... friend need friend.. n true friend are friend that is mean for each other...


this song i dedicate to my best friend... mostly to adelene, glad, nadia , farid, saifuddin n my childhood friend


this song is meanly to zul, sakinah, ain and farah diana...


this is wat i feel now... hurt, lost n felling like dying....

this is one of the malaysian project... it tittle is here in my home... huhu the song is nice..

im proud to be a malaysian.. yea... multiracial country...
its cool...

go malaysia...

im proud of you....

you should proud being a malaysia... so ppl out there... love ur country ya... berbakti kepada negara.,,

huhuhu i wanna give this pic to my sayang... muaaxxxhh

hey guys....

im so damn in tension mood.... gahhahaaha i get scolded by my parent cuz my bm get truk.... waa becoz of that B... i kna marah like hell... waaa i wanna cry dey... huhu.... borrow me ur shoulder pliz... huhuhu shad... i fail i sub oni.. thats kira ok lar cuz last year i failed 3 sub.. hahhahaa but no A1 yet... lame me... hahahha.. nvm midyear still got... hahahaa

need to buck up dey... or not im kna fry wif my mum..
i wanna change fon la.....

my fon flip wanna go kie siau dey... hahhahaha... whart new phone available now ar?? nice2 wan ar... s.e or nokia better?? give me idea.... hey plus the model yak.. dunk furget...

huhuh..

i so wanna cry...n kill my stupid cuz... bcoz of him my mom tarik balik say wanna give me take my driving license... huhuhu so gonna killl him...
wart sumor ya....

owh ya... today i wore a heel... its so painfulll.... i cant wear the narrow n high wan... cant balance lar... huhu i wonder how lar ppl can wear so high... hahaha the heel sumor can easily break lar.... n biology state that heel can damage ur feet... so keep ur feet with no heel... ghahahaha...

hey at last.... bowling t-shirt is produced... yay... white colour lar... waaa scared cepat turn to black... gahhahaha....

hurm... bout ma frenz.... i dunno wart to say bout them.... problems come every minute but is matter of u noe how to handle it or not... yep.. so... i guess that all....

c ya again dis sat... wheee....

the song up there is dedicated to my beloverd... its his birthday tomorrow... huhuhu so sad that i cant go out wif him... :(
huhuhu i hope he had a lovely birthday.... huhu... btw... i wanted to wish my darling a haappyyyy birthday.... may god bless u n hope u have fun on ur day.. hehehe... love u so much dear...
may we always together yak...

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

specially for u my dear... hope u love this gift... sorry if this is not what u expected...

this song was my favourite song... i love it so much....



this song plak say about a girl who is beautiful in all aspect... try to listen n into the lyrics yak...

those pic is taken during the time that i din update my blog.... wheee.... nice memory....

wheee....

i mish them so much....

now dayz no time to on9 to update my blog lar... huhu sad kes...

ghaa btw... i wanna share....

huhu afta this skul break i got msspp bowling.. wish me luck ya guys....

den i got exam the following.... n afta i finishes my exam i got sports day...

so tiring la... huhu

those is my boy give me... hahaha nice man.... im so loving it.. hahaha chocolate freak.. whee....

hey2.... wanna sum>??

hey my burfday just pass afew days ago...

gheee got some chocolates from my love.. gheee.. now suffering of to much sugar in my bloood... ghaaa kiddin nia...

these choc is damn nice... huhuh thankz dear... luv it so much..

well not forgotten my frenz din forget my burfday,... whuhu...

damn nice... atleast got ppl still remember my burfday... :P

luv u guys so much....


owk yah another thing happen is on the next day of my burfday my aunt (my dad side) just pass away... suffering of brain bleeding... huhuhu one more of my aunty left us..

its kinda hard for my parent... mostly my dad lew... ghee....

well im ok wif it... every ppl will go one day...


guys im tired lar..... huhuhu

no time also for blogging...

geee spm just left 200+++ day nia... sweat!!! need to backup...

well guys the following post i will show my present for u.. gheee....
muaxxxx

luvv u...

dedicate to my frenz...




dedicate to my hubby


loving this song too much

+make me remember of sumone


+i luv this cuz it make me feel so appriciated by somone....



happY burfdaY to me!!!!

GHAHAHHAHAHA ...